My lips

Saturday night, I was home alone, bored and entirely way too horny. Morgan was away for the weekend. I could of gone out, I had someone else that I should of seen (he will just remain nameless right now), or I could of served CT, I even could of called the BFWB. But unfortunately I had to get up and ready to go out at 5am the next day, therefore going out to get some ass was NOT an option!
So I stayed home, and entered the world of online porn and dirty chat rooms. I haven't done the online thing in a loooooong while.

First what popped into my head was the porno's I watch with Morgan. I now have seen all there is to pussy, and many different kinds, but mine.. I really haven't seen mine in that sexy kind of way. That sexy kind of way meaning - not in the bathroom with one leg up on the sink, so that I'm spread open while I take a look at myself with a mirror....

So, I go lie down in my bed and start touching myself, lightly touching my pussy lips, I slip a finger inside, rubbing up and down slowly. I circle my clit... and I feel that I'm getting wet. I then take a vibrator, turn it on and rub my cunt with it. I then spy my little video camera... hmmm I can make a video of myself masturbating and then watch I think to myself. Then I'd truly be seeing my pussy in that sexy way.

I get the video camera, prop it on the bed between my legs... and press record. I go to town... Rubbing my pussy with the vibrator, slipping it in and out of me, holding it on my clit, circling my clit. I'm wet, I'm dripping, I pull the vibrator away and then place it back on my clit rubbing harder onto it, teasing myself till I just can't take it anymore, I push the vibrator in, further in, I fuck myself with it and g-d damn it felt good. I hold my pussy lips open with one hand and continue thrusting the vib. in and out of myself - I can't wait to watch this. I drive it in and out, I feel it filling me I'm wishing it were a real cock but hey, I'll make do. My body starts to quiver and I feel that wonderful orgasm coming, I explode, shuddering and my pussy gripping onto the vibrator. My fingers are sticky with my juices... and I'm (almost) satisfied. I lie there taking in the moment.
I reach down press Stop, then Rewind on the camera. I turn over on my stomach, getting comfy and watch my video - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - -

WOW, it was somewhat hot watching myself, and at the same time I couldn't help but compare my pussy to others that I've seen in the porno's, is mine normal? Should it look that way? It seems to look ok... I've never received complaints - but seriously what man is going to complain to the pussy's owner - umm None!

Well despite my few qualms... the video inevitably turns me on... So off to the comp I go. I have fun talking to some dirty perverts, and looking at porn. But I quickly give up on the online porno, it's such a pain, how a million sites pop up and when you X one out 20 more pop up! UGH annoying! I continue talking to the dirty perverts for a while, I have one that just wants to role-play, another begging me to call him so that I can Fake an orgasm for him – that guy was funny, another talking to me about incest and how he wants to fuck his teenage daughter, another tells me about his non-sex life with his wife and how he needs an affair, another guy into D/s, another guy who’s just plain annoying, another guy with a rape fantasy, the amount of dirty perverts are endless… and yes I’m chatting with all of them so I guess I’m a dirty pervert too, but at the same time I’m girl – so that just makes it HOT. I end up masturbating again…

Before going to sleep - I erase the tape.