Ramblings...

I've decided to rename the Dom to CT. Well CT is pretty upset with me, he says I'm disobedient. He told me on Monday that I was to serve myself to him, as many of you know Monday was Morgan's birthday- therefore I couldn’t make it to CT. He said that no matter what, I should make it my goal to get there to at least swallow his cum. Then he told me I wasn't a real slave...
Well guess what, I'm not a real slave and I have a life, but just as well I'm torn. I want to keep him happy I want swallow his cum, I want to get my ass over there so that he can use me as he wishes - but my life supersedes. I tried calling him to talk and apologize but he didn't answer nor did he return my call.

I have a blind date tonight, I've never had a real blind date I've always at least traded pics, we have no idea what the other looks like - scary! My doctor gave my number to him. He's really very Jewish; we spoke on the phone and I could just hear it. He's successful and lives on the UWS (Upper West Side for all you non-New Yorkers). Successful is important but I've never ever based my decisions of dating someone on that. I've only dated one Jewish guy and that was ok - he was the most recent bf. I'm sure my whole damn family would be happy if I dated more Jews but they are such weenie mama's boys. I just click well, and how could I not like those yummy Italians, and Irish guys!? I'll keep you posted on the date.

I talked to the BFWB, he knew why I was mad but didn't call right away because he likes to give me a "cool down period", I should have realized this - he always did that back in the day when we were closer friends and would get into arguments. Yet, the "cool down period" always made me a little angrier. Anyhoo, we talked it out and he apologized for being rude and disrespectful, I told him I just don't understand I'm soo freaking easy-going how does he manage to make me angry or upset. I still wont' see him right away, I'm going to make him wait before he feels my lips wrapped around his cock again.